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We all thank for you for bringing peace unlike a thief at night you have come with so much serenity with no intention to fight. But deep down inside you have obligated yourself to do what is right. You are blessed with the spirit to fight encompassed with the courage of challenging a heavyweight champ like Tyson tonight. On the right side of the highest man whose name is God whose power can pro-create, penetrate and overcompensate God is forgiveness and love, Satan is filled with jealousy and hate.

 

Thank you for being NOVACANE, one who will make an atheist believe there is still a chance for salvation, ‘If any man be in Christ he is a new creature’ with your spoken word one who will do for a friend what no others will do. One who will help lead you to the light but it is up to you to get through. One who has brought peace to my heart, I am no longer alone. You have thrown many assists to your poetic listeners like Stockton to Malone. You have brought much peace to my life when I stood alone in corners for so long as I held your hand when you lay in bed, I reflected how precious life is as pleasant memories cycled through my head. As I squeezed your hand so tightly, I asked God to spare you. I remembered the pale look on Cleetus’s face through her tears I felt my wasted years of not stepping out on faith. I see why so many people care for you.

 

Feeling deep down depressed sometimes I hide my faults, my thoughts, my self centeredness when I was at your side. Never in my life have I held another man’s hand and said ‘I love you too’ but your spirit defeated my hideous side, my pride like Tony which brings out the tiger in you.

 

 Today is your time but once again you continued to delight me, insight me, I am more confident now about the walk I have walked, you brought out the fight in me. You are blessed with the gift to inspire and encourage with your explosive words sprinkled with a slight twist an on court dish this time is your time you have thrown enough assists. I can not fathom the mockery by the down low fools who found self fulfillment by your non-reaction to their egotistical actions by making racism their placism when really it has no place but you showed the better by continuing to rain 3’s in their face.

 

Attempted discouraging verbs exchanged into encouraging words, fuel for the mind some people in this life you have to put out your mind and tell Satan to get back behind. Negative comments can be exchanged with fuel for the soul like a man supporting another man by giving him emotional, spiritual and much more support. 

 

I consider you mans best friend like the canine you stand for what you believe bounty could not wipe the spill from your mind. I know if Pac & Big were still alive they would ride with you, the chance to confide with you, like a volcano erupting brings out the best in you.

          

            I thank you for the laughter of the sad; you bring joy to the mad; a Holy Spirit to the weak and shyness out of God's children who choose not to speak and togetherness for Brothas' & Sistas' of all race, creed and color.

 

If MLK had it his way a chance to recruit for God’s ARMY your promotion for your devoted devotion of God’s word would only promote ahead of all the men waiting in line whose religion fluctuates like Mace. You have done all you can do. Sit back, relax, allow Jesus to continue to make a believer out of me and you, even work a miracle or two we can not control our destiny it is up to Jesus to say He is through.

 

You have enjoyed your time your mere presence is heaven to us while here on this earth. I Thank you for allowing me to finally realize after many years that I can cry and that materialistic things will continue to hide behind idle pride if priorities are not taken in stride. Thank you for making life more precious for me everyday and every night I pray and thank the Lord for bringing me through another night, awakening for another day.

 

 I can now lean on my brother’s shoulder and not question who I am. I can now open up and say I love you first to everyone and not question who I am. I can now tell family & friends how much I care without reason. 

 

            I can proudly proclaim that I am one of God’s children minus the ridicule from the fool who will be left on this earth clinging to, climbing out the flooded dam. Tonight is your night your fight for what is right your strength which is concealed by your flesh can not compare to the size of your heart, your breastplate of steel.

 

You chose years ago to divide yourself from everyday man; you have opted for the only choice, carry out God’s plan. Tears are not black or white when we cry the real truth is buried like a seed in a garden deep down inside.

 

 NOVAKANE, against all odds you will defeat the illness that Satan desires on you. His ultimate will is for you to throw in your towel lose your ability to open up and trust. No Doctor, no Lawyer, no Nurse, no Pastor Preaching Praises from the pulpit can have the last say God wittingly does not answer prayers when we call upon Him, it is when He’s ready, it is His way.

 

 

 

 Dedicated to Chad "Novacane" Matz who passed away due to luyphatic cancer January 29, 2005

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